If you have ever checked out all the material on the
right side of the blog page, you have seen photos of and links to places,
organizations and other things that matter to me, that I like and that I think
my readers might enjoy. One of those is the album “The Summer I Stopped Whining”
by Little Green Blackbird.
This is one of my favorite albums. I play it almost
every day. The songs are soothing, fun, thoughtful, and uplifting. Some of the
songs are about animals and led me to learn a lot I didn’t know, especially
about chimpanzees. Little Green Blackbird is the band name for writer and
vocalist Kirsti Gholson. Kirsti’s voice is ethereal and has a calming effect similar to wind chimes or Buddhist mediatation bells.
Luckily for me, Kirsti lives in Woodstock, NY and I
am honored to be able to call her a friend. Kirsti and her husband, Chris Kerr,
are not only a beautiful couple, inside and out, but they are strong vegan and
humanitarian advocates. Proceeds from the album go to support various
charities.
I wanted to show my support for the album and let
everyone know about it. Who could be better than the singer/songwriter herself
to talk about “The Summer I Stopped Whining?” Kirsti was nice enough to take
the time to answer my questions:
TVW:
Let’s start with the basics like how you began singing and why the change from
your name to Little Green Blackbird?
KG: Before my brief stint as "Kirsti Gholson,"
I had used band names. I prefer a band name to a personal name because it makes
me feel more free to say what I want. It's like when you wear a costume or
mask, it's still you under there but you don't feel people's (imaginary or
real) expectations! The "little
green blackbird" is a character from a book of poetry by Kenneth Patchen
called "Because It Is." The poems are
whimsical, quirky, happy and sad. Well, not really happy or sad but “happysad.”
I think that's what my music is. I started out as (and sometimes still am) a back-up singer and I've always loved being part of an ensemble. I'm in a small choir here in Woodstock (Baird Heresy and Prana) which feeds my ensemble cravings but I still miss the old days of having a band - except for the part where you split $30 among 4 people.
There are solo geniuses out there for sure but a lot
of the time, other musicians are contributing enormously to a particular
artist's music. Even if I write the songs and have very specific ideas about
certain instrumental lines, I'm not a bass player or drummer, etc.! - which
makes me want to stop and give a shout-out to Manuel Quintana who played most
of the drum and percussion tracks and Kyle Esposito who played most of the bass
and guitar. All the musicians on the album are wonderful and have my eternal
gratitude but those two were in it for the long haul and were so generous with
their talent.
TVW:
You wrote that the book "Next of
Kin" inspired the songs "For Ally" and "Dr. Lemmon."
What does this book and its content mean to you?
KG: I think “Next of Kin” is a must-read. I wish
every key member of Congress would read it since the Great Ape Protection Act
is still being debated. “Next of Kin” was published 15 years ago and should
have inspired faster, massive change in how we think about primates and all
animals in research. We humans have a mind-boggling capacity to go numb or look
away when a harsh reality is presented. But the fact that the Great Ape
Protection Act even exists and has significant support shows that there is
change. The United States and Gabon are the only countries left in the world
that imprison chimpanzees for invasive research.
TVW:
How did you become aware of and
interested by this chimp (and others?) and their use? Is it just about the
chimps used for language studies or for all chimps/animals used for research? What
are your thoughts about that?
KG: As an ethical vegan, I'm against all animal
testing. I read “Next of Kin” to learn more about language research and
research in general. I became riveted by the stories and Roger Fouts’ personal
transformation as he became friends with Washoe, the first chimpanzee to learn
sign language. Learning about all these chimps who were raised as human
children and taught sign language was fascinating and heartbreaking. Roger
Fouts, the research assistant turned rescuer/author, was able to save only a
few of the sign language chimps.Washoe |
And speaking of evil, writing “Dr. Lemmon” was very
cathartic! I knew there had to be a song titled "Dr. Lemmon" and then
a couple of years later I wrote it. I didn't make anything up in the song. He
actually made the chimps kiss his ring and they would shake in fear when they
saw him because of his cruelty. Now I hope I haven't scared people into not
reading the book. It really is inspiring.
TVW:
You mention a bunch of books in your gratitudes: "Because It Is,"
"White Bone," etc. How did these books/poems inspire you in regards
to your music?
KG: “White Bone” is a fascinating novel from the
point of view of elephants and the article, "An Elephant Crack-up?" is extraordinary - another must-read!
Both contributed to the inspiration for "happy & free." I ended
the song with a continuous "lokah samastah sukhino bhavantu" (may all
beings everywhere be happy and free) to send that prayer/chant out into the
universe.
TVW:
"Sing Hallelujah,"
"Before You Go" and "What If I..." sound like love songs to
me. Are they?
KG: They are love songs but only "Before You
Go" is for a human - the amazing Chris Kerr (drum roll and cymbal crash!) has
turned out to be quite the muse for me, inspiring "The Ice is
Melting", "Before You Go" and "Awaken! Take Heed."
"Sing Hallelujah" could just as easily be
for a human child. I hesitate to reveal that certain heartfelt songs are for a
cat because I don't want them to be dismissed or seen as silly. Thankfully,
many of us know that the love for a non-human being can be just as (or more)
pure and powerful as the love for a person. The whole point of unconditional
love is that it's - uh - unconditional so I hope that those songs resonate
regardless of species.
TVW:
"One in a Thousand" reads angry to me. Is that about
animals/veganism? I realize every listener can interpret the lyrics in
their own way. It might be just me hearing "how far did I fall for a drop
of honey on my tongue" as being about using animals. Was that your intent
or if not, what is that song about?
KG: Ha ha. Well, that one actually isn't about
animal rights but now I can see how it might sound like one. All those eating
references! It's a song I wrote many years ago after watching an old movie,
"Anne of a Thousand Days" about Henry VIII and Anne Boleyn (starring
Geneviève Bujold and Richard Burton). An often-upsetting relationship I was in
had recently ended and strangely enough I found the character of Anne to be the
perfect emotional outlet. I was taken by the scene where she talks about how
there was really only one day out of a thousand when they loved each other
equally...when one didn't hate the other. It's delicious when a novel or film
inspires a different voice like that.
TVW:
In "The Ice is Melting" I hear some anger again. Your line, "In
the town, the birds stare through cage wire at the open space where people pass
by" - was it inspired by something specific?
KG: Yes, the image came from a pet store that opened
in Woodstock a couple of years after we moved here. The store owner would stick
a cage out on the sidewalk during the busy weekends - at least that's how I
remember it. There were complaints about Woodstock having a store selling live
beings but no law was being broken so there those poor birds were. Thankfully
the store didn't last long.
"The Ice is Melting" is basically about
doing what you can even if it seems like a losing battle. Any gesture of
kindness or justice always, always makes a difference. I wrote it as a birthday
present for Chris when I was feeling particularly grateful for his big,
courageous heart.
TVW:
Obviously, I don't expect you to interpret every song for me but is there a
specific message you are trying to get out with this album? If there is
anything you hope listeners would get from your songs, what would it be? Are
animal rights activists/animal lovers a specific targeted audience?
KG: I didn't target activists or animal lovers,
although there are a number of animal rights themed songs (“happy & free,” “The
Ice is Melting,” “Dr. Lemmon,” “for Ally”) as well as songs with an animal
rights shout-out here and there. As for an overall theme, I'll go back to
"happysad." Inspiration is
everywhere and I try to write in such a way that is intimate but also
universal. "What if I..." is the most personal song on the album but
I think most anyone can relate to the kind of regret that stops your breath.
And the love songs can be universal - although it's fine if anyone wants to
think about Chris while those tunes are playing :)Chris Kerr |
I certainly wasn't "universal" with “Dr.
Lemmon;” that was simply, "I'm calling you out, *&#$%^%*^#@*!!"
Multiple life-altering things happened during the
making of the album and one day the title “The Summer I Stopped Whining” popped
into my head. There are profound gifts that come out of monumental events like
Death. Like how your life is knocked into perspective, how unlimited your
compassion feels, how you don't have any desire for what's shallow or petty,
how present your courage is. That raw intensity doesn't last (or we'd all be
saints) but hopefully we can remind ourselves every so often...To stop whining,
to embrace the beauty that exists in both joy and sorrow, to be generous and
kind, to be grateful if we have the luxury to think about more than where our
next meal is coming from, to have the courage to fight against cruelty and
bigotry in all forms, to really savor those sweet, simple and sparkly things in
life...
Thanks so much for posting this very thoughtful interview. This album is one that I ALWAYS go back to when I need inspiration, when I need a little push toward re-opening my heart. The songs are heart-shatteringly beautiful, and yes, definitely "happysad." A great interview--always so satisfying to find out some of the behind-the-scenes of your favorite works--especially when they have depth and weight, as with "the summer i stopped whining." cheers!
ReplyDeleteThank you for introducing me to Kirsti Gholson! Love her views and the song you put on this blog! I, too, am a proponent of the Great Ape Protection Act. I have never read "Next of Kin," but sounds like I would enjoy it. Thank you again!
ReplyDeleteMary Jo
Thank you Michaela and Anonymous. Kirsti is amazing!
ReplyDeleteI'm deeply and madly in love with beautiful Kirsti, her angelic voice, and her blessed work. THE SUMMER I STOPPED WHINING is such a treasure; I loved getting to read about each of the song's meanings.
ReplyDeleteThank you Rory. Kirsti is certainly a treasure!
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